【Journal】There are plenty of things in my life, that I always struggle.

　　Last year my elite master, a fan of my writings, said that “tired of reading your stuff”.
　　Therefore, I shut down my entire blog which stuffed with all my truly words, and stopped writing for a while.
　　When I was depressed about career and relationship, this tiny wonderland saved me from deep cliff and kept me from falling.
　　It helps defending that tiny “self” left for me.
　　When every day it reminds me so much about who I am; I question myself if I really can express my thoughts freely?
　　If I could not treat it honestly, I want to give up on it.

　　Hence, a friend from the Internet…
　　She started going to gradate school at NC State by the time I was graduated from there.
　　Finally, I got a chance to meet her during my trip visiting Raleigh in December last year.
　　It ended up I found that she was one of the subscribers of my E-journal a couple years ago.
　　As she liked my writings, she tracked me down on the MSN Messenger.
　　I bear this tiny matter in mind; therefore, this blog remains and survives from my struggles.

　　There is another active reader suggested me to write down my thoughts everyday and keep up with this journal as a practice.
　　Some good friends know about my writings, then come and throw out their ideas as supports.
　　I appreciate you all.